MY YOUTH SERVICE AND HER VIRGINITY (EPISODE 11 to16)

[(MY YOUTH SERVICE AND HER VIRGINITY)*
*(EPISODE 11)*
She held my hand and led me into the church. I didnt know what to think or expect. I just needed to know what was wrong with her. We got into the church and what caught my eyes was the sight of children playing on a mat spread on the floor.
Then I said. Okay Tessy we are in the church, tell me what is going on? And why did you decide to blank me out completely? She said. I thought it was the right decision, ending everything we started two years ago. But I was wrong and I am sorry. I then said. Okay, now tell me why are you not in school? Is your mother okay? She then gushed out in tears. It was becoming irritating and I grew impatient and I heard a tiny voice of a kid saying, Mummy sorry.
The little boy then embraced her by her leg and she carried him up. I was shocked the baby looked very much like me when I was little. He has the shape of my eyebrows and my droopy eyes. I then stuttered. Is that your child? Sweat began to drip from my face. She then replied sobbing.
This is our Alex, this is our son. I then said. How come, how is it possible? She said. He is two years old, you are the only man I have slept with, and he even looks like you. I then said, Oh my God! As I sat down on a bench because my knees became weary. Tell me everything Tessy. She said, three
weeks after you left Anambra, I became ill and I was vomiting. My mum then asked me if I was seeing any man. I told her no. She took me to see the doctor, he ran some tests and the result was that I was pregnant. My mum beat me in the hospital with her slippers. When we got home, she threw my stuffs out and disowned me. I went to meet my closest relative and in spite of all the pleas my mum refused to take me back. As she started sobbing, I held her hand tight to comfort her and said. Continue. She then said. My relatives insisted I tell them who was responsible, but I refused. I didnt want to implicate you and I know you didnt mean to suffer me. You have always wanted to help me. So I did not tell them. Four months later, they started maltreating me and I then decided to leave. A pastors wife took me in and I was there for one year. That was where I gave birth to junior and worked with the churchs primary school. I then said. You mean this church? She said. No, I came to this church about six months ago. I had to leave the other place because, the pastor made some advances on me, I reported to her wife and she threw me out. I have been here since. It has been terrible Alex. She began to cry out.
My mind was heavy and I knew I had to do something about her situation. She suffered because of me, her education, and her family. I felt so much indebted to her. I then said. Tessy, I know everything cant be okay, but I will do everything possible to make sure you get the best in life. God has blessed me with a good job and money is not a problem. I will get you an apartment here in Anambra and every month I will send you ₦100,000 for you and Junior.” She then said. “His name is Alex.” I took a pause and looked at him, he was already asleep. I didn’t know whether to touch him, carry him or something. I was just too unprepared for these before me.
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*(MY YOUTH SERVICE AND HER VIRGINITY)*
*(EPISODE 12)*
She then said. I cannot stay here in Anambra. I then said. Then where do you want to stay? You cant come with me to Akwa Ibom She said. Alex, I have nobody, I have been rejected by my family, friends and relatives. The only person I have is you and my baby. I cant stay far away from you, please. I said. Tessy, a lot has happened these few years. I have moved on and you being close could affect everything my mother has established for me, everything I have worked hard for recently and it can destroy me Tessy. She then said, Alex, I understand but I need someone to run to, someone to depend on. I will never interfere in your life again. I just need a new place to start all over; I dont want my baby to go through what I went through. I need to further my education, you helped me once and I know you can help me again. I cant provide for and protect our child Alex.
I started to reflect on everything she said. I looked at my child and I felt so sorry. I knew I cant deny them solace, I cant deny them what they want. Thats my blood shes talking about. I was hasty in conclusion. I looked at my watch and it was almost 1:00 pm. I then said. Tessy, if we have to go to Akwa Ibom we have to go now. Go pack your things; I will be waiting in the car. It took us about four hour to get to Akwa Ibom. I lodged them in a hotel and handed her ₦50,000 in case she needed anything urgent that night. I then left for home. I avoided everyone and went straight to my room. I was very unsettled and completely in distress. Emilia had been calling me but I was too weak to pick her calls.
The following day, I drove to pick Emilia so we could go to church. She noticed I was not myself and she asked me. What is wrong Alex? You have been acting strange. I said to her. I am pretty ill, but I will be fine soon. After church service, I dropped Emilia at her place and I went home to get some stuff for Tessy and Junior. I got Tessy a new Phone and some of my old toys and candies for junior. I got to their hotel room and she appeared more relaxed. Next thing I heard was, Daddy! I saw the excitement on his face; it sent a cold chill through my spine. Then Tessy said. Junior, come on stop that. He is uncle not Daddy. He then said, Uncle! I smiled, for he looked so adorable. I gave him his goodies and he said, Thank you uncle.
I was amazed and there was this urge inside of me to spend time with him. I then said. Tessy, try and relax today, tomorrow you will go shopping with Junior. Here is N100,000 for you too. The driver will come tomorrow in the morning; he will also help open an account for you as well. I have told him to secure an apartment for you in a very good environment. It will take you guys three days at most to furnish and set up the place to your taste. She then said. Are you not going to be around? I said. I told you I will be traveling this week and will be very busy. I may not see you till I return from my trip. But I will always call you
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*(MY YOUTH SERVICE AND HER VIRGINITY)*
*(EPISODE 13)*
She took a deep breath in and was downcast. I then said. I know you have suffered because of the decisions we made in the past. I cannot erase the past but by Gods grace, I can make your future and Juniors better. You will write JAMB again, you will pass and you will gain admission, junior will go to the best schools and he will make us proud. But you need to keep to your word. And I will keep to mine. I then hugged her and left.
At home in my room, I was deep in thoughts. I was wondering if this my plight will remain secret. Emilia and I had our wedding plan in a few months, our families are involved and the planning had begun. Days later, I was in Lagos and I was kept abreast about the progress being made regarding Tessy's accommodation. I was very impressed at the development. I just wanted her to have a place she could call home and raise our child.
Emilia noticed something different about me and I was tired of giving her the excuse that I was ill. I later told her I developed cold feet regarding our planned wedding and that I will be fine. I returned to Akwa Ibom after my official assignment and the first place I went to was Tessys new apartment. I made sure it was a far from my place to avoid any trouble.
I got to her door and I rang the bell. She then opened the door. She was looking more gorgeous than ever. She had her hair done, her nails, she even added little weight. She had a smile on and I just stood there looking at Tessy. She had a bum shorts on, with a half top. She was amazingly sexy, I just couldnt help but stand there and look or should I say lust on her. She said. Are you going to stand there? I said, Oh sorry. As I entered the apartment, the sitting room was beautiful with a touch of different shades of purple. I was very impressed by her choice of taste and luxury. I knew she had it in her. She then said. I know you must be hungry. I said, Yes, I am starving but where is Junior? She said. Hes asleep, come let me serve you dinner. She sat me down on the dining section and she served me a dish. I opened it and what I saw took me through memory lane. It was rice, dodo and 3 pieces of meat. Just like the old days. I looked at her and she was all smiling. Flash backs began to usher in my thoughts, visualizing faded images in my memory that was once clouded. I began to fill a little spark.
After the lovely meal, she started taking me round her beautiful apartment, and the last place we stopped was her room. It looked cozy and very calm. She then stood before me and said. You still remember the first night we spent together? I said. Yes I remember. How can I forget? We both stood there looking at each other. All I could see was a lady I once loved with all my heart and she buttressed my thoughts with a touch on my face. Her hand on my face felt like those times. I heard voices in my head. Kiss her! repeatedly. Then I kissed her, she kissed me back and we started kissing aggressively like an angry lion starved for food for long.
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 *(MY YOUTH SERVICE AND HER VIRGINITY)*
*(EPISODE 14)*
After a while, she then said to me. Oh Alex, there hasnt been anybody else apart from you. No one has touched me and no one will but you. Take me Alex I was unbuttoning my shirt and she was pulling her bum shorts. We were both Unclad and kissing, catching up from where we stopped years ago.
We made love not sex, it was love. When we were done she said. Oh Alex, you released in me again. I then said. Oh shit! I am sorry. She then laughed and said. Its okay, I am safe. My ovulation had passed. We both laid down on our backs in silence. She then broke the silence and said. Is she more beautiful than I? I then said. Come on Tessy. Please. She said. Is she better than me? Does she satisfy you like the way I do? I said. I am afraid, I cant answer you. She then asked. Do you still love me? I said. I can never stop loving you Tessy. She said. Then why cant you marry me? I then said. My family and her family are already involved. She said, I love you with my life, and I understand you have moved on. I cannot ask you to leave her for me. I want to ask you one Question Alex. Will you choose to marry a lady you love or a lady you are trying to love? I then said. If I am left with that choice I will choose you. But I told you, our families are already involved. She then said. Am I not worth fighting for? I became bewildered and completely helpless. I couldnt answer her question. So we slept off. In the middle of the night she woke me up and we made love again.
The following morning, I left for home. Unfortunately I met Emilia at my place, she was seated in the sitting room and my mum was comforting her. She was in tears. My mum then asked me. Where are you coming from Alex? Your chairman said you guys arrived last night I said. A friend of mine was having a party so I had to attend. My mum then said. Is that why you switched off your phones Alex? I told her. My batteries ran down. My mum then said to Emilia. You see everything is fine, I told you.
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*(MY YOUTH SERVICE AND HER VIRGINITY)*
*(EPISODE 15)*
SEMI-FINAL EPISODE
I then went to my room and Emilia followed me. I had to pretend to be happy with her to erase the doubts she was having, so we played board games and watched TV. When it was dark I dropped her off and came back home. I was going to my room and my mum called me. She said. I gave birth to you, I nurtured you, and I took you to the best schools in the country. I made you got the best job a graduate can have. I have always looked out for your interest, I am your mother and I have been good to you since the day you were born. Now Alex, tell me the truth. What is going on?
At that moment I knew I couldnt keep it within me any longer. I have to let the cat out of a bag. I told her everything that had happened. She then said. I am totally disappointed in you. I brought you up well, only for you to be bewitched by that girl. I blame your father for making you serve in Anambra state. Now Alex, you will take me to where you are housing them. I said, Now? Its late mum. She said, Now Alex. And who else knows about this?  I said, Nobody, just us. She then said. It is going to remain that way. Her driver then took us to Tessys apartment. I knocked and Tessy opened the door and said. Sweety, I was just . My mum said. Who is your sweety? Tessy was scared to her teeth and she said. Sorry mummy, I didnt see. My Mum said. Dont call me Mummy; your mother disowned you because of your treachery.
We all stepped into the apartment. My mum then said. Do you know who I am? Tessy said. No ma My mum said. I am a Judge in Akwa Ibom. I can make life very complicated for you if you try to destroy what I have spent almost all the years of my life to build. Next thing Junior walked into the sitting room and cried out. Mummy, Mummy  He stood still as he saw the crowd. My mum saw him and said, Oh my God! Alex! As she held my hand tight, there was silence for a minute. Then my mum said. The deed has been done, but if you truly love my son you will have to let him go. I was very angry but now I dont have to show it because of him. He is innocent and does not have to suffer for your recklessness.
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[8/1, 10:56] Cyril: *(MY YOUTH SERVICE AND HER VIRGINITY)*
*(EPISODE 16)*
*LAST EPISODE*
I will make arrangements for you and the baby to relocate to Abuja. That is where you will spend the rest of your lives. You will have to get your educational documents and necessary documents for that effect. Tomorrow, you will leave for Abuja.
Tessy was just sobbing and didnt utter a word. My mum then said. My personal assistant will come tomorrow morning to facilitate the arrangements. This is the best I can do for you; the baby will be well taken care of. As for you Alex, you have two just minutes; I will be waiting in the car. She left for the car and I stood there looking at Tessy. I then said. I fought for us Tessy and now see what it has led? I dont think I will ever see you again. Good bye Tessy. I then looked at Junior; I carried him one last time, kissed his cheek and blessed him. I dropped him down and headed to the car.
We got home and no word was uttered between my mum and me. The following morning I went to work and resumed my life the way it was before. I went to see Emilia at her place. I knew I would learn to love Emilia, But I cant love her the way I loved Tessy. But I later came to understand that what transpired between Tessy and I was *lust*. *Lust* was the basis of our friendship and what *reshaped our destinies*.

*Love builds* but *Lust destroys.*

Tessy relocated to Abuja, she got enrolled in the university and graduated with first class. Junior went to best school.

I have no any option than to take Emilia as my wife. As time goes by the memoires of Tessy began to vanish in my mind. We later had our white wedding and began to live as family. Emilia continued with her bid making business in a more standard form as I secured a convenient place of business for her and the business continues to flourish day by day. She now had some people working for her that enable her to meet up with her customers demand urgently.
As for me, Im also doing well in my work. I also got my promotion anytime I am due for such. With this, I acquired a lot asset of assets. Our marriage was a successful one, but something very crucial to every family was missing; we have no child to call our own.
Days run into weeks, weeks run into months and months run into years. Our love for each other gradually began to diminish on daily basis. We equally began to point accusing fingers on each. But to me; my encounter with Tessy is the genesis of our childlessness and this has been a secret between only me and my mum as Emilia knows nothing about that.
We went to several hospitals and prayer centre, yet the child is not forthcoming. After fifteen years of our marriage without a child, I started having guilty conscience that forced me to wake Emilia up one fateful night and narrate everything that had happened between me and Tessy to her. The search for a kitchen knife has finally revealed what was eaten with the knife at night. Emilia felt that she was hearing all these from dream land and needed someone to wake her up. She found it very difficult to believe. She was totally speechless for about ten trying to recall every bit of the whole story she just heard.
Come what may, the deed has been done. Thank God that Emilia was very understanding in this case because any other funny reaction from her would have worsened the whole situation. The only option left now is to find the way out the mess we have found ourselves into. So by tomorrow morning, we starts making immediate arrangement on how to locate Tessy and reconcile with her as that seems to be the only solution to the problem. With my driver that dropped Tessy off at Abuja that faithful day, we find it not much difficult to locate where she were residing now.
During weekend I, Emilia and my driver left Akwa Ibom very early in the morning for Abuja. That was on Saturday morning. On getting there, Tessy has moved to another location with her husband as she is already married with fur children. But with help of their neighbour, we were able to locate their new resident. We (the two families) introduced ourselves to each other and our reason for coming. We both decided to meet a pastor for prayer and reconciliation.
After service on Sunday, we (I, Junior, Emilia and my driver) went back to Akwa Ibom. And this marks the return of joy, success and breakthrough into my family again. In the next nine month, Emilia gave birth to a twin; a boy and a girl. With this, the lost glory returned to my family and we began to live happily once again as before.

*MY ADVICE TO YOU ALL*
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*LADIES*: *Your virginity is the door of your destiny don't play with it.*

*Your virginity is meant for only one person (your legally married husband) which should be broken only on the matrimonial bed after the blessing of both your parents and God.*

*It a is blood Covenant which must be done only on the matrimonial bed to bind two of you together and your destiny is so much tied together in that blood and who ever that makes you to shed that blood*

*Sex is never a proof of love; otherwise prostitutes would have been the most loved people on earth. They have sex with people they don't even like, and people they can never marry no matter what. But they just have to do that for money sake and to make end meet.*

*You can't use sex to make a man love you or stay with you. Even if you like, do all the monkey style with him in bed. Once it is not him, it can never be him.*

*Your sex life can determine how far you can go in life.*

*Be careful because your sex life is connected to your destiny. It is only God that can make a man to stay or even marry you.*

*Men are ready to use and dump as many girls as they could.*

The young man later realized that what happened between them was *LUST* and not *LOVE* after using her and make her life a miserable one.

The only way is Jesus! He can renew your life and make it a better once again.

*MEN*: Be careful of how you deal with a lady. Her tears is faster than her words

If you have involved yourself in abortion or u sponsor it; met an ordained man of God for powerful prayer. The blood you have shed is crying.

*SEX IS SWEET BUT...*

Have you ever wondered why God carefully positioned a membrane of blood in a ladys sexual opening? It is a tiny membrane that partially or completely covers the opening of the vagina. It is called the *HYMEN.*

*Why would God, Our Maker put a breakable tissue full of blood at the very door of the sexual opening of the female?????*

*Why is it so carefully placed at that entrance, like a ribbon tied at the entrance of a new house about to be launched???????*

*Why is it filled with blood that spills away when it is broken?*
*Why?????????*

Without doubt, the *HYMEN IS A GATE!* It was God (our creator) who set that blood-filled vessel there as a covenant blockage, a sign and a token of a covenant between the bearer and whoever plunges into her opening.

Before God, the disvirginity of a lady is *not a casual act of fun. It is a serious covenant struck and confirmed by the blood shed on that day.*
This is Gods way of saying, *Whoever plunges into this woman shall only be able to do so by making a blood covenant to be joined to her for the rest of his life, from that point onward.*
Little wonder why sexual intercourse was designed by God to take place *only and only after the marriage contract is sealed.*
The one who made the body (the hormones, organs, nerves, tissues, e.t.c), God said it in clear term that *the body is not for fornication.*
Anyone who chooses to use the body for fornication must know that he/ she is working directly against Gods plan and there would definitely be a consequence either now or at old age!
There is a spiritual bonding, a supernatural process that takes place in a ladys heart to the first guy that enters into her especially at that particular time when the hymen breaks. *There is no covenant without blood: this is why the membrane contains enough of it.*
As a matter of fact, *what happens the first time a lady has sex is not just sex but an immersion and a bathing of the man with her hymen blood to initiate a covenant that is highly recognized in the spirit realm of both light and darkness!*

Many have struck irreversible covenants with men that have nothing to do with their destiny.
Many have shared that hymen blood in sexual activity with demon-possessed men while some others have struck such precious covenants with candle sticks as they exercised sex with it.
If only they knew, many girls who carelessly allowed themselves to be disvirgined in a bid to be among the so called *big girls* would never have done so. Then let me say it in clear terms: *Or do you not know that he who is joined to a harlot (through sexual activity) is one with her?*
Dear Singles, know today that there is a definite proportion of your virtue that leaves you each time a man enters into you and, when that man leaves you, he leaves with it. Just imagine how much of yourself would be lost each time a man enters into you without any properly signed marriage bond or contract.
*Sex is a spiritual affair.*
*A giving of yourself to another.*
*All of these things have strong and terrible spiritual implications.*
*A broken hymen opens you up to the spirit of the man that broke it; any other spirit whatsoever that may have mingled with that mans spirit, those who have mingled theirs with his, as well as the spirit of any other man that enters into you thereafter.*
*The interesting part is that pre-marital sex is not funny at all. What happens between the lines could be deadly and dangerous. The very first day a lady or a man does that, there will be spiritual transfer of destiny.*

*The sin of fornication gives demons and occultic people direct access into your God-given destiny.* so guys, zip up! Girls, wise up!!
People may think it doesn't matter, or maybe is not spiritual but it matters a lot.
*BIG THINGS COME FROM LITTLE THINGS WE DO!!!*
And for those who have lost it, God's grace is available to redefine you if you are ready to put a stop to it and make a new decision of waiting again from today.
*Your past doesn't matter as far as you're ready to change without looking back because our God is aVv merciful God.*

*Avoid all dirty pictures, pornography videos/pictures and romantic movies -they are powerful sexual triggers!*

*Avoid friends who say dirty, lewd and obscene things. Stop all sexy banters with friends and say only things that are pure, holy, needful and helpful*

*Get busy with your life, education and career, there is more to life

*Pray always. It sanctifies you.*

*Make friends with Godly people.*

.*THE END*..

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*Thanks and God bless you all*